Wish I coould say yes, but I can't.
Locutus of Borg
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Any one here where your relationship has improve with JW family since you left.
by jam inany one that have an encouraging story for those that.
see no end in the shunning by family members.
have endured this pain for years ( for me 25yrs) .. i guess this is the price you pay for learning the truth.
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Should marijuana be considered a disfellowshipping offense?
by Celestial inshould marijuana be considered a disfellowshipping offense?
there's plenty of evidence that tobacco has cancer causing agents and can thus be deemed a defilement of the flesh.. .
therefore, since we have these promises, beloved ones, let us cleanse ourselves of every defilement of flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in gods fear.
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Locutus of Borg
Do a search on "Cannabis in the Bible" . . . you may be shocked (or not) by what evidence there is that cannabis was a major ingedient in annointing oils, incense etc . .
Alot of those guys in the Bible were high . .
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Clear distinction of people on JWN
by cptkirk inthis has been an interesting science project to say the least.
here is what i have learned:.
you have about 6 types of people posting on jwn, they all fit into a profile.. #1 you have people like me that ran the race, exemplified conduct while in the jw cult and learned through observation that there was a severe disconnect between truth, and the jw cult's statements.
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Locutus of Borg
Not sure I fit any of those, most of them sound pretty condescending on the part of the OP
Guess I would have to be a modified #6 like mr flipper
. . born in, left . . not thrown out, knew it was bullshit from a young age . . like 12, just from observing my father's over the top self righteousness.
Left twice actually before I really woke up . . got my Engineering Degree and a life. Moved on . . but still have some baggage . .
Been on this site since the old H2O daze . .
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Cellar Door
by Terry inthe little girl was speaking slowly to the psychologist (who was taking notes rapidly) and choosing her words haltingly.. it was obvious to the policemen nearby that she was upset, shaken and trying to cope with her distress.. "my uncle took me to live with him when my parents died in the plane crash.
he bought my clothes, cooked my meals and made sure i had games to play, tv to watch and any dolls or toys i asked for.".
she stopped momentarily...as if to sift her thoughts around.
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Locutus of Borg
Wonderful!
That short story captures the essence of what I went through getting out of the Borg. And it inspired me to post for the first time in years!!
Thanks Terry. You have a gift.
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What DO I think about Glenn Beck?
by AK - Jeff ini think of myself as 'moderate libertarian' if i must attach a lapel card.
and i'm not sure that is entirely the correct one.. i endorse fiscal conservative thinking, believe in limited government, and a strong domestic defense policy.
in these areas, i could find myself in agreement with the talk show host.
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Locutus of Borg
I listen too him almost everyday on the radio, along with Hannity. The direction he has taken in the last few months makes me uncomfortable. Perhaps it it too much like the "Sky is Falling" bullshit I listened to in the Witch Tower Kult for 30+ years.
The man is brilliant, of that I have no doubt. Is he a charlatan? I don't know, charlatans do not have the conviction he has. Charlatans usually KNOW that they are charlatans.
The ex kultmember in me wants to classify him as just another, but very interesting. end timer. The other, geopolitically aware, side of me knows that he just-might-be-right.
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A DOUBLE LIFE - What's the worst case you've seen
by sizemik inlots of jw's lead a double life.
many are young people that simply go through the motions until they can free themselves .
others have relatives or family still trapped .
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Locutus of Borg
A very beautiful young aux pioneer sister who was also a stripper and escort. NTTAWWT. She was a beautiful and loving soul as well. Me and Mrs L-o-B were very good friends with her, before and after she left the kult. She moved away, went to college, and became a doctor.
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The first thing I did when I left the WT....
by sherry123 inwas sing the national anthem out loud......alone......in my house.
what did you do?.
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Locutus of Borg
I burned my Kult library; that took all of a beautiful summer Sunday morning. Very therapeutic. Then I went to college and got an Engineering Degree, at 49.
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Worlds Apart
by Lunatic Faith inso i just watched the danish film "worlds apart" thanks to a reference from this forum.
i really enjoyed it.
it was almost boring because the depiction of jw life was so good i felt like i was watching a film of my life.
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Locutus of Borg
Haven't seen the movie, maybe someday.
I was 9. I remember a life insurance Salesman came to our farm in NH in 1962. My dad told him he didn,t need life insurance. When the the salesman asked him why he thought he didn't need life insurance. My dad's reply was "Because I'm never going to get old and die".
The salesman actually took a step backwards, stunned, then looked at my father like he was a lunatic, then looked at me with a look of dismay, and pity. He left without saying a word.
That was the instant when I knew it was all bullshit. But I still spent the next 30 years living the lie, and the next 18 trying to live MY life. I still have some baggage but have fared better than most in the same boat. Some I knew committed suicide, consumed by the monster called "Cognitive Disonance". I came very, very close myself.
I also remember walking down the street and seeing ~normal~ people, happy people, and feeling the same things she does . . many times.
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I don't belong here anymore
by sizemik inthese are some things i have been thinking about .
.. when i first found this site i registered immediately ... never was a "lurker" ... and i've been here about six months.. everyone was very warm welcoming and i felt at home very quickly ... very pleasant at the time, but as time has progressed i look back and feel a bit "love-bombed" ... much like a religion i used to belong to.. i have found that this site is a bit "cliquey" ... groups of posters frequent at similar times and enjoy their familiarity with each other and that's great ... but they also sometimes exhibit a coolness toward those outside their clique ... almost as if your 'post count' is the first thing by which you are "judged" ... much like a religion i used to belong to.
some posters develop a personal dislike for others and not only jump on their threads but even deliver the odd "slap" on unrelated threads to increase the discomfort for the object of their dislike ... not unlike a religion i once belonged to.. some posters even follow others around the board looking to counter or use snide or clever put downs at every opportunity ... a kind of intellectual "rivalry" that was common to those in that religion i used to belong to.. many posters like to use 'in-house' jargon and labels eg; "newbies" for those recently joined.
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Locutus of Borg
"I have found that this site is a bit "cliquey"
uh . . Duh . . Ya think?? This is definately no H2O forum (back in the day) . . . this forum is a pale shadow of what it once was . . . .
Why do you think there is a vast army of folks like me who post very rarely here . . . we just lurk to keep our finger on the pulse of the last days of the fucking Borg . . .
sorry if I sound harsh . . but this is no place for the naive. The empathetic are outnumbered by the sophomoric philistines . .
. . . .so ban me for speaking the truth . .
I wish you Peace and Serenity in your journey, sizemik.
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Seeker4 Here - Anyone on Who Remembers Me From H20 & JWD?
by Seeker4 inseeker4 - robert smith from vermont.
former jw, elder, pioneer, etc.
i've got a few thousand posts on these sites, but haven't posted for a year or two.
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Locutus of Borg
Seeker . . Duude . .
i remember you from the old H2O daze, and here . . good to see you back and to hear about your new job!!
Where in VT ?? . . I have a brother still in the Borg up near Burlington . . . I also shoot some rifle matches during the season in VT/NH
Drop me a PM if you wish . . I'll bet we know some of the same people.